Found Diary - Eleventh Entry (12/7/94)

I missed Thanksgiving dinner w/ you girls this year. Actually, it’s the 1st  time in my life I did not share Thanksgiving day w. a family member. It was not as difficult as I had earlier imagined. I guess because I built up a resistance to sorrow. I allowed myself a period of grieving prior to Thanksgiving day. I also sheltered myself from the storm of memories brought about by too much meditation on things of past. I found refuge from in the w/ allowing my spirit to share in the spiriting act of caring.